My Silly Heart

In this chest is my heart, here's the key,

But one thing I could never do, is make you love me,

And these feelings just cannot be forced,

But I can't help but feel a little remorse.

I know you don't feel for me the way I feel for you,

We're good friends I value that, there's nothing you need do,

But as a friend I need to tell you what is in my heart,

An unsaid truth is like a wall that keeps us apart.

I'm spinning around,

I'm falling to the ground,

Trying harder than before,

Crying tears hurt even more.

I'm just a girl who found out she wasted her time,

I sit here with blood soiled hands but there was no crime,

So, I'm a fool for loving a boy who doesn't love me,

And I can't help but wonder if you'll ever see.

I've been living the same lie I've told,

The same boring story and it gets old,

I know someday, I'll get it figured out,

And I'll have to learn to live without.

I can't make you love me if you don't,

I can't make your heart feel something it won't,

My feelings are messy and you've torn them apart,

With your playful ways, you fooled my silly heart.